IC CR Meme

[guitar_hero]

»◦Step One◦« Give your character a top level~

»◦Step Two◦« Comment on other character's top levels about how your character feels ICly about theirs in as many (or few) words as you like~


»◦Step Three◦« ???????

»◦Step Four◦« Profit

Comments

[mira_strauss]

[Double face palm]

Ugh...

I never said I wouldn't try to be reasonable with you, I never said I would treat you super unfairly, and I've never said I'd always dislike you. I just don't like you! Do you know how long I hated Erza? The woman who I love most in my life right now?

[Just... shaking her head.]

I'm frustrated because what you're saying feels like it doesn't have much relevance to the grand scheme of things here. Yes you left Rose behind in another dimension, but I don't really hold that against you!

[borntolove]

How long?

And you don't understand how me and Rose before she was left behind and when she was and how that all fits into this entire big ball of messy mess of the thing that happened.

Me and her have resolved things about then and how we're going to move forward here.

And I don't know how I'm going to be the loving Doctor that I once was again, here.

[Which she may see that scares him; that maybe he permanently lost a part of himself]

[mira_strauss]

Seven years.

[Ouch... there's sad eyes again. She's just going to try to reach a hand out to his shoulder to give him some sort of comfort, though he's welcome to back away, or stop her if it made him too uncomfortable.]

Look... I know it's going to be hard... for both of us... but like I said, one of the first steps I think is learning to love yourself again. Apologizing, atoning, and forgiving yourself for your past mistakes, and trying to be the person you want to be. It's not something that will come to you overnight, but if you do work at it you can be the kind of person you want to be. You might never be the person you once were, but that doesn't mean you can't become something better.

If you're trying to improve yourself, and you work at it, and you're doing it not just for Rose but also for yourself? I probably will start liking you a lot more. Just... don't give up on always trying to do better, okay?

[borntolove]

[He doesn't cry; and his eyes aren't as sad as they were before; yet they seem to run deeper in the center and sadder around the icy rims of his eyes. Like having two hard hearts with warm openings here and there.

Ten won't flinch the offered comfort but it also doesn't do anything since he can't feel any warmth from it]

I appreciate the gesture but I can't feel that if don't care.

Yeah- I'd like to love myself again. Miss that. Loved myself so much I came back twice with the same face.

Yeah, that's the problem isn't?

I - well - I really don't know how to forgive myself.

Yeah - but I really liked who I was. Least when I was happy. I knew how to have fun. I was the life of the party The one with the lamp shade or tie on thar head and a banana... I use to love parties so much. Enjoy life. See a simple daisy for the most magnificent thing.

And just do - silly random things with her.

[mira_strauss]

I'm sorry to hear that...

[He's so shut off, she's not even sure how much she can really reach him, but it seems as though he's at least considering what she's telling him.]

I know you hate to talk to most of them, but your future selves may have some of the answers you're looking for. Talk to others about things you've done so you can access just how unforgivable you really are, and ask yourself again... how can I forgive myself?

[borntolove]

[A deep sigh and a somewhat defeated look]

I don't hate myselves. Myselves helped me patch things up with Rose. Myselves have helped enough.

And - it would open their wounds talking to myselves about these things.

[A small head nod and then looks at Mirajane]

Believe me. I'm done being a mess.

[A deep inhale]

I shouldn't have gone back. But too late for that. If I hadn't I wouldn't have ever understood Rose's perspective of having left her.